May I find a superb support group at my church and gymnasium. May Holy Spirit speak through me fluently and articulately in such a way that is uniqely understandable and instantly intelligible. Let sympathy and understanding be paramount.
I pray for this problem I am having with my gender. I can't live in this body any longer but I don't want to disobey God, whatever decision I make, I ask his mercy, because it feels no matter what I do I am damned.