Alleluia! Christ is risen! The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!
Well, here we are again on Thomas Sunday. Good old doubting Thomas. Thomas could be the patron saint of modern people. Thomas was reported to have been a twin, and itâs possible he was an identical twinâas such, he would have known all about mistaken identity. He would have known how easy it is to be wrong about something, even when we see it with our own eyes. He couldnât take the disciplesâ word about having seen Jesus alive; he needed proof; he needed to be sure.
Jesus says to Thomas, âBlessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.â That would be us. We didnât make it to the empty tomb, didnât see the angels, didnât hear Jesus call us by name in the garden. We werenât in the upper room with the other disciples when they got to see Jesus. When we hear the gospel stories, we sometimes identify with the characters in them. Are we like Peter, overcome by fears when things get tough? Could we be strong like the women, who stayed with Jesus despite the cost? Maybe. But most of all, weâre like Thomas. We have doubts. We want proof.
Most of us long for accuracy in the stories about Jesus so that we can feel that we have that proofâall the witnesses are in agreement, so this is exactly what happened. Some of us create that neat and tidy bundle in our heads, but many of us only manage to produce a package that looks like it was wrapped by an inexperienced buffoon, a package that definitely would not stand up to the rigors of the postal service. Yet we long for that neat and tidy package that will build our faith, help us believe when weâre in a crisis, and keep us going over the long haul of discipleship.
What we get from the gospel accounts are stories filled with conflicting accounts. Some people see only the empty tomb, some see an angel or two angels, some see Jesus, some talk with Jesus, some only recognize Jesus when he breaks the bread. Everyone seems to have been caught off guard by the resurrection. The disciples donât seem to be able to capture their experience with any accuracy. They always seem surprised by Jesusâ appearances. They seem to struggle to deal with how resurrection works. Yet Jesus comes to them in their fear, their confusion, and their doubts and greets them with âPeace be with you.â He even makes a return visit the next week so that Thomas can experience the resurrection first hand.
It is important for us to remember that Jesus does not come to the disciples in a blaze of glory, surrounded by angels or accompanied by trumpet flourishes. Rather he comes quietly; he seems to surprise the disciples. And he comes with his woundsâthe wounded savior coming to his wounded disciples. He is not all neat and tidy, but still bears the marks of his suffering, the marks of his humanity. Even his resurrected body still shows the signs of his dwelling among us. As humans, we struggle to hide our woundedness as a sign of weakness, yet the risen Christ still bears his woundedness and comes to meet us and bring us his peace. His resurrection gives us hope that we will be healed and made whole.
When the risen Lord came to the disciples in the upper room, he brought them his peace, he breathed his spirit on them and commissioned them to live and preach his message of love, forgiveness, and peace.
In the creation story, God molded Adam out of the clay and breathed life into him. In the upper room, Jesus breathes the restoring life of God into the disciples, making them new people and, through them, offering new life to the world. The very fact that we are here this morning, continuing to celebrate the resurrection of our Lord, is testimony to the power of the Spirit present in the disciples and in the church throughout the ages.
This story isnât a vignette frozen in time in that upper room in Jerusalem; it is gospel, good news that transcends time and place. Whenever we practice forgiveness, whenever we overcome the power of death in its many formsâhatred, violence, indifferenceâthe spirit of Christ is alive and well in believers, and resurrection life is expressed again in this time and place. We canât âproveâ the resurrection, but we can be fingers pointing to it whenever we are signs that the life of Christ has not been extinguished, but is enfleshed in us and in every Christian community.
Jesusâ appearance to Thomas reminds us that doubts do not disqualify us from discipleship. Jesus says to Thomas and to us, âDo not doubt, but believe.â The theologian Paul Tillich said that doubt isnât the opposite of faith; rather it is an element of faith. Frederick Buechner, Presbyterian pastor and writer, puts it more basic terms. He says that if we donât have any doubts, weâre either kidding ourselves or asleep. He characterizes doubts as âthe ants in the pantsâ of faithâthey keep it awake and moving! Doubts do not disqualify us from discipleship.
At the very beginning of the Gospel of John, the author proclaims that, through Jesus, God has brought life and light to the world. In the death of Jesus on the cross, it appeared that the powers of darkness were stronger than the power of light, that darkness had overcome the light. Through the resurrection, we are shown that the light still shines. Jesus commissioned the disciples to continue his work, to spread his light throughout the world. Their future changed through Christâs gift of the Spirit. In our baptism, we are sealed by the Holy Spirit and made Christâs own forever. We, too, have a new future because of Christâs resurrection. We, too, have been commissioned to spread the light of Christ.
Marjorie Hewitt Suchocki, a contemporary theologian, asks us to think about the resurrection through the metaphor of the sun. She says, âWe cannot look directly at the sun, for the brightness would blind usâour eyes are not suited to that strength of light. Yet the sun, which we cannot see directly, illumines all else, and in its light we make our way in the world.â She goes on to say that the resurrection âillumines the entire landscape of the New Testament: the resurrection is the confirmation of that which Jesus revealed in his life and death and it is the catalyst that transforms the disciples, releasing the power that led to the foundation of the church.â
On this April morning, when the world outside our doors has put away the baskets and the bunnies of Easter and moved on, we continue to be challenged to live as though the resurrection really does illumine our lives. We are challenged to reach out and embrace the future in faith, believing that the light of the resurrection will enable us to make our way in the world. We are challenged to seek peace and reconciliation, knowing it is the work of Christ and the Church. And most of all, we are challenged to remember that while we may look at ourselves and see only doubting Thomases, God looks at us and sees the best: God sees beloved children, faithful friends, spirit-filled partners in the ongoing work of creation.
Alleluia! Christ is risen! The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!