BBC Radio 4, Morning Worship Service
Jacobâs a remarkable fellow, if he can go to sleep with a rock for a pillow. He sleeps amazingly well for someone whoâs just defrauded his brother. His dream in the middle of the night gives no hint of the wrong heâs done â he gets assurance of the fullness of Godâs favor â and that heâll receive land, descendants, and blessing. Perhaps the incongruity of it all awakens him to something beyond himself. When he gets up in the morning, he does something remarkable with that rock â he pours oil on it and takes a vow that if he comes back he will build Godâs house in that place, literally, âBethel.â
Thereâs a reminder in the midst of that story that God can work good with anybody. Itâs a reminder that our earthly judgments are often too short-sighted. When the 11th century soldiers of the old hill fort at Sarum barred the gates against the cathedral clergy, they were likely just working out the frustrations of long-standing irritation. But what they prompted was a new house of the Lord, in this place. This place, too, had its beginning in a night spent outside the camp, maybe with only a rock for a pillow.
The ancient sense that âGod is in this placeâ transcends the move from Old Sarum to this site, and the centuries and thousands of miles that separate Jacobâs gate of heaven from this cathedralâs west door. Our journey as pilgrims leads us on to discover Godâs presence in each place, and, indeed, in every place. Another reminder that as much as we want to define Godâs bounds, the walls to Godâs close, or the baileys of Godâs castle, the divine remains beyond all limits and human definitions.
Jesus reminds his disciples that even the holiest house of God they know, the great temple in Jerusalem, will not endure. The time will come when even this great place will be destroyed. He may go there each day to teach, but part of his journey has to do with spending the nights sleeping rough, in a stony garden with only the ground for a bed.
Where and how do we practice that learning that God is always beyond a particular place, and beyond our earthly judgments? Certainly some of it is learned by recognizing our roots in that earthly bed â of dust we are created, and to the earth we return. Our groundedness may not include using rocks for pillows, but re-connecting with our humble origins in the earth is essential to this spiritual journey. It has something to do with practicing humility â knowing ourselves as creatures, made of humus (and that word is related to humility, and to the word, human).
That God would deign to come among us in that humble flesh gives us immense hope â hope that however lowly we may be or feel, God is still doing awesome things with this humble stuff.